My journey through marriage, grief, life, parenting, friendships, and of course, all things culinary. Monday, May 18, 2015. There are even more products to share but I think a look around their website would be better than reading about it here.

Stories of Motherhood and Foster Care. And just like that, the moment was gone. I felt it first in my gut. A physical churning in my mid section. A wave of doubt and fear and darkness almost took my breath. Before my hand cleared the rail of his crib, reality rushed in. And goodbye always shares a seat with grief. And the closing-in can suffocate you right .

AWARD WINNING AUTHOR, CERTIFIED GRIEF RECOVERY SPECIALIST AND REIKI MASTER TEACHER. THE INTEGRATION OF THE EMOTIONAL, PHYSICAL AND SPIRITUAL ASPECTS OF GRIEF AND LOSS. RECOVERY ACTIONS THAT LEAD TO COMPLETING UNRESOLVED EMOTIONS THAT MAY STILL BE CAUSING PAIN. A JAPANESE ENERGY HEALING TECHNIQUE PROMOTING RELAXATION AND STRESS-REDUCTION. BOOK ANTHOLOGY FEATURING TRUE STORIES ABOUT GRIEF AND LOSS EXPERIENCES.

Coffee, Tea and Inner Peace. A journey in healing after loss. Keepsake Memory Blankets for Bereaved Mothers. Find Peace with a Haiku Walk. The Scent of the Roses.

Our Three Days With Leo. A daydream about a walk with a three year old Leo. Goodbye, for now, Leo. A Positive in all the Negative. Leo Phoenix, Born 17. Why, Despite Our Son Dying, 2016 is not the Worst Year Ever. With the run of .

Today I was asked to describe the last forty weeks in a couple of words. After only a second of thinking I could only say one thing,. Continue to live or exist, especially in spite of danger or hardship. As always this is not to make anyone uncomfortable, just how I make the connection and sense of things. Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness.

The past couple of months have been really hard. I feel like they have been harder than any other point in this journey so far. We are now just over 13 months from his birth and death. Time moved so slowly at first, but has been moving so fast lately.